If you ever discover that what you're seeing is a play within a play, just slow down, take a deep breath, and hold on for the ride of your life.

In the deepest realms of nonbeing, questioning thoughts lead to one assertation and one alone, a welcome respite from the horror of living in a life so mundane.

In reading and comprehending the mind is awakened to spiritual understanding and empathetic connection, deciphering the didactic messages engraved in arterial matter still visible.

In delaying, prolonging, the soul finds true meaning, in the loss of friend and foe, release.

In judgement, in eventual reconciliation with the terrors of lives and the foe of the living and the dead, the cyber inhibitor blocking the progression.

In one final moment, life becomes death and death life, understanding confusion and differences made one. The truth of life is revealed. The cake is a lie.

Suck it GlaDOS. I never loved you anyway.

Again I say: WTF? Now theres two of you.

lol I just noticed that. As well as The Cake is a Lie!

Yeah, that was all Portal related.

Gad, stupid lag.

"At least fifteen or twenty of them; men, women, children. We opened up at seventy, maybe eighty meters. I could see chunks of flesh basting off their bodies. Our rounds were hittting their mark! They kept coming, they just kept coming! I sighted one and let go a full burst from my BXP. I know I snaped his spine, because the man dropped like a leaf. Legs still twitching he kept crawling after me! At twenty meters, we opened up with the Vektor. Nothing! I watched bits of organ and bone blown out their backs. I watched limbs litteraly sawed off at the joints. The SS77 is the best MG ever made, 840 meters per second, 800 rounds per minute, and it wasnt doing a goddamn thing! What grenades we had only downed one of them. One! His mangled body lay motionless with a still snapping head! [Name Withheld] let go with his RPG. The damn rocket went right through its soft target and took out a rock behind it! Finaly, at five meters, we used the last bit of fuel in the flamethrower! The sons of bitches lit up like torches but just wouldnt stop! One of the grabed [Name Withheld], setting him on fire as it bit through his neck. I saw the rest of those things surround him as we took off for the jungle, a mob of burning bodies squatting down to tear another screaming human torch apart. Goddamn the devil's mother, what the hell were we supposed to do!?!"

                                                                          -SIBERIAN MERCENARY DURING THE ZAIRIAN CIVAL WAR, 1994

I am so excited.....I am filled with great understanding, and it is in my brief moment of clarity THAT EVEN MY OWN QUESTIONS HAVE BEEN ANSWED! 

And i must not be alone in this awareness!?!  For how could I allow myself to not partake in such a rich meal.... I am filled....

" They say build it and they will come"....I do not tease you the reader.... I am filled, and if you are not, I !WARN! you to start at THe Beginning.....

As I've stated this path is not I... It Is.....And it is not a straight path I Move...Just as the sun doesn't move straight across the sky.....

We as a people have so much to energy, to share, that we do not comprehend oureselves.......we are the perpetual energy in motion that we seek...

We must be rational in our trigonometry... and it is that moment of "Rest" in which we move into the ...

"...And he rested on the seventh day from all his work which he had made."

"The SS77 is the best MG ever made, 840 meters per second, 800 rounds per minute, and it wasnt doing a goddamn thing!"

As I travel I see signs in which the things created, if not bound in tru awareness, shall be the very thing that ...

Many have opinions.....do you??????????????????

Before you type.......follow the path and channel your force.............................Yes there is a Light & Dark force.....and no this is not for "you", its for

"you"!!! Yes you; the part of your being that wishes not to destroy.  The part that is a builder...One who builds where there is space...

U C I only communicate for the sake of communication... ("there I go again trying to make the messenger the message") You see or dont see, but

the fact remains that I am, and in this text you are................ It is only when you rest, from what it is you are currently doing; that the path you are

and have been walking may manifest to your inner eye.  The physical eye's are bound by physical... only seeing Roy G. B.... But not comprehinding

that they are "sick", "dehydrated" and in need of  I. V....

Have U answed the riddle? Yet? I can see that the vast majority have... Please don't make this a "U and I thing", its like standing in between two

mirrors.... Whice image is the real?   

All of us are travelers lost,
our tickets arranged at a cost
unknown but beyond our means.
This odd itinerary of scenes
--enigmatic, strange, unreal--
leaves us unsure how to feel.
No postmortem journey is rife
with more mystery than life.

Tremulous skeins of destiny
flutter so ethereally
around me--but then I feel
its embrace is that of steel.

On the road that I have taken,
one day, walking, I awaken,
amazed to see where I have come,
where I'm going, where I'm from.

This is not the path I thought.
This is not the place I sought.
This is not the dream I bought,
just a fever of fate I've caught.

I'll change highways in a while,
at the crossroads, one more mile.
My path is lit by my own fire.
I'm going only where I desire.

On the road that I have taken,
one day, walking, I awaken.
One day, walking, I awaken,
on the road that I have taken.

Doro'ik Vong Pratte!

     Is a door?.............not a portal?............and the cake "existed", until the ---->.<---- where your path was able to transfer the "energy" of the cake,

there by allowing it to pass into... ("what we shall call the VOID". Cake=energy= (so the cake did) matter...or exist? As in particals and waves...was not

your vision of the cake a "driving" force in which path you chose? Was that "vision" not seen In the minds eye?..............Our do you just think a video

game is just group of files? If we program computers, we are only transferring selected files.....Its like my father always said..."A fool and his money

are soon parted"..................Do you not count your change?..........Do you not want your change?......Do you not need your change???.......Who walks

miles for water................... knowing before they set out, their bucket has holes?.......?........ 

At that point on "your" path, at the very moment the cake was introduced ........ Alice is just seeing the white rabbit scurry down his hole..........Neo is

awakened by a knock at the door..............and many find themselves for the first time in the center of a triangle of math.

You find yourself "TRUE", beacause truth is all there is..... " this is very fabric"...............................

WHo came first ........................who truly sinned?   Was it just sin?....?.....or was it truly

Arc sin?......you know you are upright, parallel to the surface on whice you move....so why

do you look over both shoulders?........................or do you strive to be upright, effiecent

in your movements, "Evolved" among your species?....So why do u constanly look directly

behind you, when you should just look at yourself in your minds eye, and focus to your

right side?......"Well if i must "spell" it out......" If traveler A starts at a point......where it is

90 degree's.  The sun is beating down like hail and the only shelter from the Sol's

stingging ray's is in a oasis...some distance to the north.  Along your path you aproach

what seems to be a very weatherd sign......Now in your minds eye " you are lucid to the

possibilities. You know going back to the 90 degree's is .....,well we won't even

mention. So you never look back, but you do glance over your shoulders, to ....u know.....and

then you,

start to work on the sign.  No matter what you decode, you  have narrowed down your

options.  for they were once great, now they are but a few.  And it is in this moment when

the vision is most clear, for it is the truth that has manifested itself to the self, but if un

attended, it will wither on the vien.  

So it is here, at this moment of reflection of the whole self do we find ourselves, but lose

our direction.  As we seek for the path we were once on, we notice the path's of others. 

We establish that the path's are not of the same origin, nor does it seem that they have

common destinations; you do not know; lenght and distance are truly unknown. 

Do you keep forward....I mean if we are all on the same level, we all start at different

points, but always moved perfectly straight, would math explain to me that our path's

would have never crossed? And is it possible for us to share in a universal experience if we

do not experiance the same things? ..........................................................

"Would I be a child or in a child's mind to unknowingly translate such a serious diagram

stated above as to only spell out the little happy face at the

end?........................................

No "I" say, for the path on whice u find your self is a lush, more wilderness type of terrain. 

It was not laid down by children, or women carrying water to wash...........ahh yes!! So

you see that the path on whice you walked without direction, know becomes a freeway by

comparison, to the path on whice you now travel.  This path is still lush because the hardships of

passage are not for everyone.  There are other path's......   

and if we part ways with good energy, "let's say a wave", then Is our path's not

preordained to meet at some point again?.............

If it is thirty degree's on one day.............

And then sixty degree's on day two..........................

How many degree's will it be when you, the traveler, and myself actually arrive at the

beginning....... or end of our trip?

Here is a sample for those who don't know as well as those who do.............

If you want to find  12 times 34, it seems in western schooling it is taught to first mulitply 2 times 4 to get 8. Then 4 times 1. then 3 times 2 and so on.......

then add these number up and you get .......why not just say 1 times 3 = 3.......and 2 times 4 = 8... so in the anws: you have 3_8..............

then cross 1 times 4= 4 and 3 times 2= 6; add 4+6= 10............so in you minds eye (without paper) you should see : 3_10_8..............

remember that change I asked you about?  Well here is where you are going to need at least 10 cents to make sense....Remember the one's place

from school, well its still there! so you read the finished answer out like this... 8 in the ones. 0 in the tens, and the 1 hopes the space to make the 3 a

4.  or the answer is 408

it might not seem a big deal at first glance but there is wisdom here.  "You do not have to take my word for it" try what ever way you know and then

compare the two, But remember the end result is do all math in your minds eye.

Or for kicks think of a number.....don't tell me.....thats between 1 and a 100.  you got it? Ok, now keep that number in your minds eye....you got

it?......now add 14 to it............now lets say you add 7 to it............you still got it?...ok... now add 8 to that number...........................Now I want you

to subtract that very first number that you started with; from the last number you ended up with after adding 8..............and your number should be

29?